A 80 after the bisexual S enthusiasts confession: I was a "virgin" part I

In today, "they" is no longer simply a pronoun of a third person, which can refer to men, and can refer to women, rather than traditional sexes who begin to use "sex" Own oneself.

Our bodies are confronted with ideas, cultures and a series of power discourses. When the "line", "playing the plane" is no longer a male sexual masturbation discourse, the expression of women's physical desire can no longer be habitually ignored. 

Hot Pink wants to record the story of women's body through the lens and the text of the body, through the shooting of different races, religions, regions, age, self-identity, sexual orientation of women, masturbation as the starting point to explore the complexity of the body behind the body Sexual and constructive.

Hot Pink will join hands with VICE China to present stories from them.

Caroline was playing with the camera while asking me, from when to start playing abuse. I put down the cat in my hand, staring at the comic book in a daze, as if back to the winter of 1995.

That year, I as a quasi-junior high school students officially entered the school gate, and my mother, and now the stepfather officially entered the marital status.

 At this point, more than a year away from his father's death. I still go to school near the small West days, and they moved to the stepfather home where the Muxidi. 

The distance between the two places, that summer I learned to ride the school, the parents had planned for me an hour ride home journey, and I only spent half an hour or forty minutes is enough. So, in this much more time difference, I met him - that after school also hovering in the bookstore.

I like comics, every day school their own hidden in the bookstore comic book. At that time, many of Beijing's bookstores often appear in the vegetable market on the roadside, or around the school.

 In this way, I met a lot of other school books to the school students, he is one of them. I am a lot of no way and the students say - such as those who are ashamed of privacy or sexual fantasies, was released here.

That year I am the first time, he is high, we know nothing about homosexuality, but the first meeting to have a good impression, in that mobile phone is not popular in the era, we exchanged each other with the family phone number, To the end almost nothing to talk about nothing.

I told him I had all the seemingly weird fantasies from the age of six and told him that I liked both boys and girls, and told him that when I saw the tall and handsome boy in the TV series, there was an inexplicable excitement Impulse - that is to want to pity him, caress his feeling, of course, I also hope that they have such an experience - experience the pain, and then as caucas as caress. He said if we had the chance we could try. 

So, after we met two months later, I began the first time in life to play abuse.