What is the true LGBT story?

I am bisexual. LGBT in the B. Is a kind of homosexual circle is more shameful love view. Talk to me today about the girls I like.

Primary school likes the first girl. A. She is the class teacher next door, higher than me, black, big eyes. Now has forgotten what she looks like, but the impression that A is a very beautiful girl. A child's senses are still tender. In the small city grew up background, coupled with the contours of the era before 2000, "homosexuality" is the word I have not come into contact with. Can be like a person's feeling I understand. 

Elementary school to participate in the school ballet class, A also, I and she is in the ballet class to know. Lined up, when the pressure on the warm-up time, rest, I always try every means behind her behind. I think her body has a halo, a kind of let me want to close the aura. A two-hour little swan dance that she jumps with her every week is something that can be recorded in my list of "Top 10 Kindergarten". 

The remaining 9 I have forgotten. Some people may say that this is just an attraction between homosexual people who want to be good friends. Not at all. Primary school students also have primary school students like. I know the 10-year-old girl like the feeling of a boy, so I also understand that 8 years old I, the feelings of A far more than "I want to be a good friend with you." A should be my enlightenment for the same sex. Unfortunately, then I did not know homosexuality, and even did not want to feel for her. I only know that A is very beautiful, very cute, I want and she from school to school are playing together.

Junior high school like three or four boys, talked about two boyfriend. Time is not long. At that time popular "slash" literature, summer river and landing also began to popular in the Internet. I also from that time began to know the "homosexuality". High school, formal first love girlfriend. B. She accompanied me through my twenty years the most wondrous, the most nasty year. I and B are not good children. Learn to smoke and drink to Internet cafes to nightclubs, my geography test 6 points her physical test 10 points. Terrible. No other words can describe us both. 

The kiss between the same sex gave her. And now I can think of pulling her hand in the school playground. That kind of gentle and then I met all the girls, all boys, have not given me. I really love her. Can be lost to study abroad. Parents know that my grades simply can not have a good university in the country, so I arranged to go abroad.

High school that year I left school, go to the field to learn English, learn IELTS. At that time I have sensible, although sensible than normal to be late But then I know the importance of learning. I used three months to test the ideal IELTS results. That three months is probably my life to study the most hard days. Sleep only three hours a day, get up at 6 am, 7:30 on time outside the provincial library line up at 8 pm home. Not make-up, do not wear miniskirts, nor to the nightclub, all the wine card and VIP card are sent to people. At that time I only know that, if you do not work hard, I lost in this life.

After five months of IELTS, I came to the United States and started a new life. Sophomore C in the country have a talk about 5 years of girlfriend, feeling deep. I like C, she is the most typical T. Dress, speech, posture, every move is my favorite look. And did not officially together, and even hand and kiss did not. The only intimate contact was a bartender after she was drunk, and I was drunk. I nest in her arms, she sat on the couch. The living room is dim, smoky, and crowded. I remember I said to her: I like you, you do not know? 

She said: I also like you But I have a girlfriend. I can not do anything sorry for her. I fell asleep in her arms and felt her patting my shoulder and stroking my hair. Until the end of the party when friends rushed to pull me home. Friends do not know I like C, she thought I was really sleepy want to go home to sleep. When I was away, I took my hand and I smiled and said good night. And the story of C is over. Be the most innocent love.

Six months later, know the D. She is my friend's classmate. Accompany friends from other states come to me to play. Love at first sight, one night stand. Two days later D returned to his school. But I and her feelings did not end. The first time off to love her. She began to submit a variety of applications, TOEFL transfer transfer, want to go to my school. Transfer procedures have not yet done down, three months time we broke up. She does not trust me.

 I can understand, after all, for her, bisexual or dangerous. But I do not know how to tell her to be able to understand that a bisexual in the same sex, the opposite sex is not half interest. Previously read a word on the site, said: frankly, I often regret for heterosexual and homosexuals, because they actually gave up half of the world. I dare not speak so rampant, because I know that my view of love is gay and heterosexual people at the same time excluded. 

I can not explain the feelings of a sentence can be clear. I am my girlfriend, from B to D are, to pay are real, no fun and not the slightest vague feelings, and I am my boyfriend is really sincere love.